忘掉吧

分手了 也就分手了
怎麼還一直糾纏著對方呢

那已經是過去的事了
怎麼還一直活在回憶裡呢

還不死心嗎
還以為人家會回頭嗎

回不去 就是回不去了
這已經是事實了

別再自欺欺人了
好嗎?

I'm Back

It has been a while.. 

I'm back now.. back to my blog.. It has been around 1 year plus after my last post on May 2011.

Everything changed.

In the last few years of my life, there has been a lot of change.. Before all of that happened, I loathed change. It was hard, grueling, and what I thought, impossible. Now looking back, I welcome change into my life.  I shook up my morning routine recently with pouring a big glass of water  instead of tea or coffee. I switched locations at the company I’m working for just because I wanted a new challenge with exciting people. I seek out opportunities that can help me grow as a person –  and with change, growth emerges.  When you have a passion, and you’re doing it, there’s almost no greater high feeling. 

You see all these inspirational  quotes everywhere, like “follow your bliss” and “if your dreams don’t scare you, they’re not big enough,” and stuff like that, but sometimes I think what about the people who don’t have a dream? Who weren’t born with that one thing they love doing and really fulfills them? What about them? I imagine it would be a strange feeling, when you see the world carrying on so much about “following your passions” when that doesn’t seem to really apply to you.

But as I was tumbling this little thought process along in my head, I think I came to the conclusion that I believe everyone really DOES have a thing. Even though it may be uncultivated or undiscovered yet. Maybe right now, it’s just something you really appreciate and admire. So if you’re one of those people without a defined passion yet, I guess I just wanted to say to you that I believe it’s there somewhere, waiting to be uncovered. A God-given talent or predisposition that will feel really good to find and will give your life extra purpose and excitement. It’s scary and awesome all at once. I hope you find it.

I know we live in a world full of a lot of horror, and in a strange way it was nice to be reminded of our fears - sometimes your greatest fears help you to realize what you value and cherish most deeply. It’s always a good thing, to be reminded of that.

All of the changes I’ve made in my life, scary or not, have worked to my benefit.  The people I meet along the journey are amazing, and even the let downs that have come up have made me stronger. Take a moment to listen to your intuition and follow your heart. 

Much Love,

Lemonade , 1/9/2013