He admits he doesn't love me at all since the day we broken up?
I still remember it was in the year of 2005, I have been with my boyfriend for nearly a year. Whilst he behaves in a loving manner and is respectful and caring, he never tells me he loves me, he was trying to avoid telling me "I LOVE YOU" in fact he tells me he doesn't until the day we broke up. Should I accept this at face value and leave, or could it be self preservation on his part and I should be a little patient with him?I use to ask him why he didn't tell me he loved me and his reply "was that he wasn't sure he did" He cares alot, does all the right things but he just doesn't love me in that "in love kinda way" I think cause our 2 yr is coming up I started asking him how he see the future and if his feelings had grown over the last year. He said he couldn't picture his life without me in it but he still doesn't have the head over heels in love feelings for me. I think after 2 yrs someone would know if they could ever love you.
After a year with my boyfriend he told me "I really like you." I never asked if he loved me because telling me he likes me gave me the answer. He treats me extremely well and is VERY caring WHEN we are together which is mostly on weekends. He includes me in any events with family and/or friends. However, he sometimes doesn't call me for two or three days at a time and when I asked him why he said he gets busy.. there isn't anything to talk about so there is no sense for him to call me every day. When he talks to his friends he has occasionally made statements in the middle of a cheerful, fun conversation, saying to someone, "that's why I love you so much." He has said that to friends probably 6 times in the past year. My take on the whole things is love is never going to happen so....
Till now, He's still in my mind. I remembered him.. It is going to be the 3rd years since the day we broke up.. We did keep in touch. Just like a good friend to me. And i guess he's prepared to marry . Anyways, I'm trying to leave myself open for someone who WILL fall in love with me.
Nat { Rainy days }
