忘掉吧

分手了 也就分手了
怎麼還一直糾纏著對方呢

那已經是過去的事了
怎麼還一直活在回憶裡呢

還不死心嗎
還以為人家會回頭嗎

回不去 就是回不去了
這已經是事實了

別再自欺欺人了
好嗎?

I'm Back

It has been a while.. 

I'm back now.. back to my blog.. It has been around 1 year plus after my last post on May 2011.

Everything changed.

In the last few years of my life, there has been a lot of change.. Before all of that happened, I loathed change. It was hard, grueling, and what I thought, impossible. Now looking back, I welcome change into my life.  I shook up my morning routine recently with pouring a big glass of water  instead of tea or coffee. I switched locations at the company I’m working for just because I wanted a new challenge with exciting people. I seek out opportunities that can help me grow as a person –  and with change, growth emerges.  When you have a passion, and you’re doing it, there’s almost no greater high feeling. 

You see all these inspirational  quotes everywhere, like “follow your bliss” and “if your dreams don’t scare you, they’re not big enough,” and stuff like that, but sometimes I think what about the people who don’t have a dream? Who weren’t born with that one thing they love doing and really fulfills them? What about them? I imagine it would be a strange feeling, when you see the world carrying on so much about “following your passions” when that doesn’t seem to really apply to you.

But as I was tumbling this little thought process along in my head, I think I came to the conclusion that I believe everyone really DOES have a thing. Even though it may be uncultivated or undiscovered yet. Maybe right now, it’s just something you really appreciate and admire. So if you’re one of those people without a defined passion yet, I guess I just wanted to say to you that I believe it’s there somewhere, waiting to be uncovered. A God-given talent or predisposition that will feel really good to find and will give your life extra purpose and excitement. It’s scary and awesome all at once. I hope you find it.

I know we live in a world full of a lot of horror, and in a strange way it was nice to be reminded of our fears - sometimes your greatest fears help you to realize what you value and cherish most deeply. It’s always a good thing, to be reminded of that.

All of the changes I’ve made in my life, scary or not, have worked to my benefit.  The people I meet along the journey are amazing, and even the let downs that have come up have made me stronger. Take a moment to listen to your intuition and follow your heart. 

Much Love,

Lemonade , 1/9/2013

Spaghetti for Breakfast !

It is another lovely breakfast..named it as Poach Egg Spaghetti Aglio Olio !! As you can see it as the picture attached... Look delicious ? yum yum...

Overall the taste is fine... i love it..


Thanks dear.. :)


Bear

Moment of Love

All the while i never think that i will meet someone like Him. Someone who really can make me happy.


As you can see the picture, It was my breakfast. A sweet breakfast i ever had.. @.@ additional chicken feet ? and mushrooms ?? hmm.. YEAH !! Those are my favorites ... XD

Oh yea!! There's another breakfast ... guess what ? it just a instant duck noodle.. Even it is the most easiest noodle that EVERYONE can make it, BUT it is from him.. :p
A simple duck noodle with an egg.. :)



I need some MORE @!!



The Bear!

Another Wish...

It has been 5 months i'm working in GT. It is much better than before. People here are friendly, hardworking and helpful. Get to know alot of different "type" of people.. you know what i mean ... XD. It is 25 april 2010 was a cloudy day, with mild weather. Sitting inside the building doing my daily routine work. Staring at my lil bear who always sit at the same place which is infront of my keyboard. :) and his name is .... it just a bear.. no name.. :P

The memories is fading away day by day, month by month..... In a blink of any eye, it is already 5 months passed. You and me are not meant to be. You will always get the bless from me.. I'm trying to let go, i will force myself till the end.. There's some people who really trying hard to pull me out of this situation, they're lovely and they're kind. They're always my best close buddies. When it comes into a relationship, it makes me fear and escape. Wish to open my heart to let someone to fix me , but i dont dare to open my both arms.

God gave me a new challenge again, He appears. The person who i wanna stay with.....


The Bear

The New Begining

It is the year of 2011, a brand new start for me but it has been a long time i didnt update my blog for the year of 2011.. ..

My responsibilities for this year are quite big..*cold sweat* .. Time has changed, is time to grow up and have own commitment for life.. I just dont know why i used to rely on somebody, like friends.... i just dont like to be alone...

It has been like 64 days, things still the same. What can i do to make me feel better ? the way i think ? or the things i do ? Wish to share with someone, but i just dont know how to speak up. I dont want to lose control again. Things aint easy to forget, especially the time that we spent together, tears kept on rolling in my eyes.. I'm not a perfect girl and not a perfect gf. I cant do things well to satisfy him. I'm not a rich as her, i'm not as clever as her, i'm not a beautiful girl as her. I never blame him, i just hate myself for being so ugly for him.

People criticized him in front of me.. My heart feel pain.. Keep telling myself that he is a good guy. he did care, he did guide me, he taught me alot of things, he helped me when im in trouble...The places that we went, the food that we ate, the drinks that we love to drink and the Teddy bear that we used to fight for hugs during night time , the laughter between us, the words that we love to write and speak... i just miss him...

Mr Tom is the first gift. He is sweet, He listened to my words every night before i go to bed. He always keep his smile on his face and cheer me up during the night. From the bottom of my heart, i miss him again and again... How long it gonna takes to forget someone that you love ? someone that you used to be with ? They dont know how you feel until they really fall in love.

People said : A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it... The world is beautiful, i believe i can have a better life after all...

* Pray from the bottom of my heart*


The lil bear...

Beautiful Star

This morning around 5am , i saw a beautiful star ... I dont mean to wake up so early but i cant sleep well and just thinking of taking some fresh air near the balcony.. and i found THE STAR. It was so beautiful, and it blinks... Heart felt so sweet in a sudden.. but when i tell my friends about this, Guess what they say..? " It was a Satelite instead of star." :S and i ALREADY made a wish for myself. :S ... Anyways, im making a wish to a Satelite.. hahahaha... but i hope my STAR heard my words.. and make my wish come true.. hehe.. :D

Today is the 8th days i work in GTower, Everything goes fine and smooth.. I feel happpy to work here.. All the colleagues are friendly and nice.. They taught me alot.. But the best thing is the employees' benefit.. hehe... Anyways, proud to be apart of Gtower..

I miss my baby...

Natalie